FiGhTiNg TeMpTaTiOnS

Ain't No Sunshine

2005-02-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

On Wednesday was a complete blast! Went for picnic at East Coast with my family ... reached there at abt 8 a.m. and later around da afternoon Feroz wanted me to accompany him to Mc Donald so we ask Qhaizul to follow us ... [We're like triplets since small] then Qhaizul brought naufal along we don't mind Naufal [btw Naufal is not our cousin just my aunt fauziah's friend, Mami Bo's sister, Mami Girl's son] it's confusing i know . Then Qhaizul brought along 1 bike so we ask him to fetch another bike at least 2 to each bike can reach Mc Donald fast . We're like at carpark F near the lagoon hawker centre which is far far away from Mc's ! while waiting me and Feroz walked first slowly until we reach the lagoon hawker centre we waited for Qhaizul for fear tt Qhaizul might go to da wrong direction ... Then he came and told us da other bike Azri aka KEROpi and his bro wanna follow . *rolls eyes* Puh-lease! So Feroz got pissed and told Qhaizul if he wanna bring tt KEROpi pls dun follow us!~ So Qhaizul wanna follow and ask KEROpi to stay at da camping site ... We head to Mc Donald and Feroz treat us all a Coke float and ice lemon tea ... So yummy especially during hot weather liddat! Then my sis ask us to wait for her ... We waited for like forever and then finally she told us she's at Coffee Bean! Like hello can't you like inform us??? Then she never even like treat us for waiting for her or something just one small ice blended chocolate for the four of us: Me,Qhaizul, Feroz & Naufal to share! =(

I had too much FUN! How can i possibly like go to work at 5? My work start at 6 on tt day! It's not as if my job is like da pay is damn well until i can't fake sick and not go to work for one day. That's what i did. I ask my dad to call my manager and inform him i got a sudden asthma attack and right now resting in bed when hell i'm at East Coast having so much fun! Then suddenly camping came to our mind . We haven't brought along our camping stuff but who cares my dad drove da company lorry so we have the luck! One problem though my uncle Ishak don't wanna camp. Since Uncle Ishak er-hmm not to brag or anything but hey Aunt Fauziah and Uncle Ishak is like my 2nd mom and dad ! so he kinda favour me . Then my mom ask me to somehow make Uncle Ishak agree to da camping stuff so me as a STMF [ Sweet Talk Mother Fucker] LOL! manage to persuade him and hell yeah he agreed!!! We camped for one night there! If i hadn't fake sick for work i wouldn't get to camp there! Sitting by the sea at the bedrocks with my Feroz, Qhaizul and Naufal trying to spot shooting stars and telling stories is hell lotsa FUN! We told normal stories like ghosts since Naufal has da sixth sense so we make him tell us all abt da stuff he had seen so far and whether our camping site got something here and there thank gawd he said there's too many ppl it's impossible! Phew! Then we talk myth like dragons and mermaids and Feroz said if at this night a mermaid was to suddenly came out of the water and wave at him he would pee right there . I mean who wouldn't?! It's like seeing shawty aka Pontianak coming out of the water. Hahaha! So learn frm me guys pls call tt erm PonPon a SHAWTY and call budak kecik ya know da one who steal your money SHORTY and da one like your candy sweets a BOLSTER! ok. So you won't disturb them by calling their name in da middle of the night and they won't disturb you. Btw you're being polite by calling names to insult and talk bad abt them you wouldn't want to be talking bad abt da indians or the chinese calling them indians and chinese right? You will come up with names like Chi-No-Ne or Ma-mak if you wanna so called talk bad abt the other races . Same goes to spirits! =)

Then the next day had to work at 12 p.m. ! groans! But man my fake sick did pay off instead of releasing me at 8 p.m. i get to go back at like 6 p.m. just in time to receive a msg frm my sis saying my aunt fauziah's friend, Cik Itah's daughter -> Musfirah is at ICU! We're like family. Tt Musfirah is like one of our cousins man. She had a blood clot in her brain and the blood clot swell so it bursts and so her brain can't function properly. Poor girl she's only 7 yrs old. Me and my sis always celebrate our b'day with her since her b'day on 9th April same as my sis. Spend my off day today with my mom visiting her at KK. She just went a major operation again at KK at abt 1. Imagine man frm Changi Hospital she is send to KK then to Tan Tock Seng then back to KK. When finally the result is out much earlier than expected, we were darn scared! So scared tt you know the operation was unsuccessful or something. But thank gawd! It was successful but her hair is half bald. Thank you ALLAH! Most gracious most powerful thank you so much!!! Alhamdulilah Syukur. I felt happy for Cik Amy and Cik Itah now you can see them smiling and i felt so relieved. They're like so close to my family it's like already my auntie and uncle. I grew up with them.

That's all for today. I'm glad everything's over now she's in comma for a few days so she won't use her brain so much and affect the whole operation! Her condition is not fully stabilise cos we're not sure if the operation will heal properly and whether if it's healed her brain will like function well. Haiz. I wish her all the best! I'm just happy at least the operation is successful. My prayers will always be with her.

Zureena: Aww that's so sweet! *big hugs* I miss you too girl! And thanks hope your life is great too!

gAnJa: Hey Fuad! Thanks for tagging. And it's not a problem ! Glad you can like hear the song you request for in your blog. And thanks once again. Gonna change my blogskin soon but thanks once again and yours is nice too just as black as mine! Lol.

affan: Hey Affan! Thanks! Gong Xi Fa Cai to you and a Selamat Tahun Baru Islam to you as well. Oh yeah if you're thinking i'm celebrating CNY i'm not. I just wanna inform you. Haha. Good luck in school! TC.

SoMeOnE LiKe Me

2005-02-02T21:06:00.000-08:00

I'm getting so irrtated with all those poly brochures they send ... It just makes me so NERVOUS about the result itself which soon gonna come out in like a few weeks time! I've asked my mom to throw those booklets and brochures away but somehow she actually dump everything at like th back of my study table ... *sigh* I didn't even bother to actually read those stuff so to be honest it is actually still neatly wrapped in the plastic folder uncrumpled lying on my study table ...

I have GOOD NEWS!!! Every Via Marians is so hhhaaappppyyy about! Rizuan is sacked ever since late last week!~ Ain't that a pleasant news ... Like what Agnes said it's either he slaughter us or we slaughter him and it turns out we won the battle anyway ... Now we have a new supervisor who's transferred from Via Mare to Via Mar itself ... Sazli yeah Sazli da name ... We haven't really known him well but by far he's ok not weird or rather irritating as Rizuan ... So i guess he can stay in Via Mar for long ... And i just found out something two of the staff in Via Mar is actually from BRD!!! Can you believe that? The two dudes are two years my senior so that makes them Sec 4 when i was in Sec 2 ... Darn! Nvm though at least they're nice guys ...

Last night was quite surprising ... The crowd wasn't suppose to be that good but it turn out well ... Charie and me were in charge for Alfrescon ... But she gotta leave at 8 and was so scared to inform Shah! I mean what can she be so scared about? It's like SHAH hello! Not Bunny Tan or something right? So i go and tell Shah for her ... And Shah let her go off which i soon realise i'm like left alone in the Alfrescon damn! But er-hmm i can manage it you know ... I have this one fear which i conquered it last night to pour the wine for the guests ... I'm afraid i either pour to much or simply too little or maybe spill it but hey i did it perfectly with the wine's brand facing the guest and another hand placed at my back WOW good job Aishah! I'm so proud of myself ... Lol. Whatever ~ *roll eyes*

I should have gone to work straight yesterday to return my library book ... But my itchy legs decided to join my sis and her friend, Hafizah, at town instead ... WTH?It was only for half an hour and i had to go work after that ... I don't know what's up with me ... My shakespeare book has reached it's due date yesterday ... Oh well maybe i shall return it on Saturday ... My sis splurge her money on perfumes for her current salary ... She bought Mont Blanc and Gucci which means i save on perfumes too ... When am i gonna get my next pay??? I can save a lot of it cos there seem to be nothing much to actually splurge my money on now ...*smiles*

For my off day today i wanna slack whole day at home ... I really don't feel like going out ... Maybe i should spend da whole day with mommy dearest! Since my sis never actually spend toime with my mom i'll do da sacrificing ... It's ok mommy your beloved daughter is here for you ... Haha ... That's all for today i'll try to blog more next time .

Burnin^Ice: I did didn't i? How come you never retrieve your old song back from me? Does that mean you like the song i placed in your blog?

Affan: Lol. I'm chillin' ...

[D]-aNN: Hey thanks so much ! I will visit your blog soon ...

jacinda: Eh hi! I will link you ... You link me back too ok?

CoMe WhAt MaY

2005-01-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's opening was a complete B-O-R-E!~ *yawns* I did the opening with Peter and at 12 Rizuan came to join us ... Actually in my honest opinion i think even without Rizuan's presence it won't make any difference to our company . Honest! Imagine this scenario while he's at the bar, drink orders can cocked up! And hello he's like at the BAR! One more thing he's famous for ... MIA [Missing-In-Action] . He can go toilet like for 1 hour and everytime asked him why you go toilet so long? His reply always i got stomach ache so i go shit ... WTF? Everytime shit one meh ? So anyways the owner of the restaurant which is Mr Tatang Tabrani decided to pop up yesterday with his wife ! And i was just standing in restaurant looking after the customers when the lady boss came in to do some gardening like watering the plants ... And ask us if we water the plants and we're like yeah we did ... WTH. Who's gonna bother to water those plants man ... So then Peter came in like said "Lady boss come in you don't just stand there. Walk around here and there just pretend you're so busy. Wipe the window a bit here and there just for show only ." Lol. And i did wipe the windows and everything until finally she left ... But Mr Tatang stayed over to smoke cigar ... And Mr Freddie & Janson two of our most important managers had to come over for an emergency meeting and Freddie got scoldings i don't know for what prolly of the bad sales for Vietlang ... or maybe Via Mar or maybe ... Via Mare? Beats me i can't be bothered to read up the file of what position he holds ... Then come Rizuan's story ... I don't know how to describe him and i can simply say that he's disgusting ... One look and i decided i'm not gonna like him ... So he came up to me while i was folding 4 stacks of napkins ...Rizuan: "That time you went to bought a sandwich, i also went to buy one too". Me: "Erm i don't even eat a sandwich, i bought a tart". Rizuan: "Oh!I thought you had a sandwich".(went to Salva's and came back after 5 mins) Rizuan: "Alamak the tart sold out already i bought a peanut cookie instead, take la we share". Me: "Er no thanks". Rizuan: "Take la you're offending me you know if you don't take it". Me: "Never mind i don't want any". Rizuan: (breaks the cookie into half) "At least try a bit please don't offend me". Me: (gets irritated) "Sorry i'm allergic to peanuts. I'll have rashes if i eat peanuts". That did it ... Haha! Like real i'm allergic to peanuts when my favourite bread spread is PEANUT BUTTER! I just can't stand people like him ok i'm mean whatever i just don't like that person so what? ...

Today join Charie and Shah for lunch ... Damn! It was so so so so DEAD! Much worse than yesterday's lunch ... Had nothing to do so Shah decided it's time for some spring cleaning ... So we mopped the floor, scrubbed the sofas in the lounge, sunned the sofas, scrubbed the floor, wipe the window panels and etc ... After that i help to set up the Alfresco station and did all the things food runner should do even though i'm the food runner for the day ... Anyway, i was damn lucky i stop at 8 cause the supervisor-in-charge for tonight is RIZUAN! Good luck people i'm off at like 8 ... Yoohoo! Went to the Esplanade library ... Was reading Shakespeare's Hamlet Act 4 Scene 1 when i decided to give Nafisah a call ... I just missed her maybe 4 yrs being great friends with each other really had such special bond ... We ended up talking for like one and a half hour ...

Yesterday had to wait for sis for like 3 and 1/2 hr ... Went to Marina Square to have dinner. Would like to have dinner at Food Loft because of the nice scenery facing the Singapore River but in the end decided against it and went to have dinner at Mc Donald instead ... Then wander around Marina Square for like one hour and bought myself two storybooks ... I can't help it there was a sale all new books for just 6 bucks when usually it costs like double the price ... Finally went back to Esplanade and slack in the library read my Shakespeare's Hamlet ...

That's all for my life ... Charlene came over to my workplace! She just came back from Italy and bought me some accessories from there ... Thank you lady! I really love the gifts! *hugs* That's all for today folks gotta head to bed ... Gonna wake up at like 4.30 a.m. tmr sending my dad off to the airport ... *sobs* Gonna miss my dad for a month maybe ... May he have a safe trip to Australia ... *prays*

Burnin^Ice: What for to find? I had downloaded that song for like ages ago ... Lol! What can you surprise me with huh?

JaDeD

2005-01-24T06:49:00.000-08:00

Another off day for me man that was 2 days straight lucky me! Tomorrow gonna be a loong day for me c'mon i'm like working with 2 supervisors and there is like only one staff which is me! I'm doing opening tmr frm 10 a.m. - 6p.m. ... Damn! Now i really wanna work da afternoon shift ... I don't know if i can wake up tomorrow! But i'm left with no choice ... Then like a zombie i had to sweep and mop lounge and restaurant ... WTH! That's quite alright later after work had to wait for sis for like 3 and a half hours ... *groans*

Had a blast today ... After gym at Cineleisure went to catch "London Voodoo" .. It was good! Worth my $6.50 + a regular popcorn which costs $4.80 ! I'm loving all da NC-16s movies ! Especially Meet The Fockers hell still can't get over that movie ... It's da 2nd funniest besides White Chicks ... Anyways went for some window shopping and sis had bought tons of gorgeous earrings frm Hula & Co. Cool man! I can share with her which means i can save up my money on da accesories ... And she bought some new tops + jeans frm Giordano another bonus for me! So what shall i focus on my next pay ....? Oh no! I had to spare 200 bucks for the Valentine Family Dinner ! And not forgetting i still owed ---- ---- da 5 bucks ... Damn! I wanna pay him but so hard to reach him ... Fuck! I still have to buy the "NY" cap for Feroz, a nike water bottle red in colour for Qhaizul and da egg shaper stuff for my aunty or was it bedsheet covers? Hell! Do i ever get to spare my pay for myself only? Damn! I still have to buy for my dad a new backpack ... And then give like 20 bucks to my nanny ... And in April had to spend 200 bucks on the "senoman" game ... Not forgetting da facial treatment which is $58 ... Da new gym package which is 40 + ... Oh no! I still want converse sneakers and a mini ipod ... Which my dad wants to buy for me but there's no independence if i let him to ... I'm trying to be independent in juggling my own money ... I had start topping up my own EZ link card ... That's a start! And now it's adult fair instead of student fair! So which means $10 ain't enough soon i have to top up 20 bucks instead ...

My dad traded his hp and got a Nokia 7260 da brand new nokia model which is currently featured in advertisement ... Da phone colour is white as da black is sold out so my dad don't want it as he preferred dark colours ... So he changed da hp with me ... Now im using da 7260 and he's using my 6610i .. Yoohoo! My luck huh ... And da phone features is darn good much betta than da 6610i ... Ok nuff said ... I gtg to bed now ... Gotta wake up early *yawns*

AiShAh: I'm still waiting to know who you are ...

Affan: Thanks Affan!You take care too dude!

Cara: You asked for it lady! And i had delivered it for ya!Lol.I miss you CaraMels too ... And fly uniform? Hell!It's much worse than BRD school uniform! *groans*

Shikin: Hey Shikin! Thanks for relinking me and sorry for the trouble ... =)

MMC: Shrek!!!I warned you to stop calling me that! Damn! Lol ... Anyways thanks for tagging ... You bullied me? Or was it da other way around? Haha. Yeah had fun in F&N with you around ... Anyways good luck in your love life shrek! *winks*

Syaz: Hey thanks man! Left a tag at your blog too ...

Joanns: Hey hey!I've linked you don't forget to link me too aight!

Affan: Erm yeah? Haha. Why you never call me or something? I can't see you cos i'm food runner for the day... Lol. Stress la ...=)

It'S a PiTy

2005-01-13T20:04:00.000-08:00

I just received my pay on the 12th Jan 2005 ... We get paid twice a month on the 8th and 21st ... After a long time delayed pay ... I received a $170 cheque ... Isn't that erm little? My parents was making so much noise about it and i'm not sure how to react ... Agnes got far worse than me she got only $130 when she started a week earlier than me ... I hope we get our full pay on the 21st ... Because with $170 i'm not sure what i wanna spend da money on ... It's too little ... If i were to buy the converse sneaker i aim it'll be $49.90 ... That's $120 left ... I have to treat my cousins ... I have to treat my sister ... mom ... dad ... How?*sigh* Anyway let's wait for the 21st pay then i'll decide whether i'm gonna quit da job or not ... If i were to quit Kak Shahila had offered to find me some other jobs so i guess we just have to wait and see ...

On that 12th Jan itself went to watch 'Meet The Fockers' with ---- ---- ... The movie was focking funny ... Lol. It wasn't really a great time but oh well at least the movie's worth it ... And i owe ---- ---- 5 bucks. Gonna pay it soon on Saturday ...

Yesterday work was tedious ... Serve this pathetic caucasian customer ... From restaurant i was shifted to Alfresco to so called help out there ... When the crowd dies off i'm send back to restaurant and when alfresco get busy again i'm send back out there ... In the end i had to do Alfresco closing alone ... Instead of Shah being the floater i'm the one being the floater ... Anyways for the whole night, i'm given the permission to close cash ... And i'm getting good at it ... I hope soon they'll let me close cash w/o having to ask for permission ... I really hope so ... And worse of all my primary school friend, Tasha Trazil ... Came with i don't know whether her relatives or something ... And i had to serve her omg that's embarassing ... I cringed everytime i had to clear the dishes there or basically top up their iced water ... I hope none of my close friends decide to be funny and pop up at my workplace ... Lol. You guys may come there but check with me first so i can take an advance off day on the day you guys decided to come ...

Last night after finished work Agnes, Li Yi and me were invited to join the guys of Via Mar staff and VietLang staff to have dinner at 'Lavender Food Centre' ... The place was ok la don't have to complain so much it's free food anyway and free taxi fare some more ... We're the only 3 girls there so we take a cab together they had to drop me off first cause i live the nearest ... Overall i had a great time with them ... And i reached home at about 2 a.m... Darn and today i woke up at 10 a.m. I'm freaking sleepy! But i have to carry on my New Year Resolution to wake up at 10 a.m. no matter what ... And proud to say i did manage to wake up at 10 a.m. for these few days ... That's a start ... =)

TaKe A LoOk At My LiFe

2005-01-10T22:26:00.000-08:00

I suddenly realised there's something missing in my blog ... And then i remembered i haven't created a list for my New Year Resolutions ... I know this may be a bit too late but who cares ... Lol!

* ~ Top 5 New Year Resolutions 2005 ~ *

01) To spend my money sensibly and save up for my future

02) To lose those baby fats

03) To always wash my face at night after i went for the facial treatment

04) To keep up with the Amore classes and gym with my sister

05) Last but not least i must try to wake up early [First aim: 10 a.m.] which i find so hard to do. And i must try to pray at least Maghrib or something which i hadn't been doing for god knows how many months ...

That's all for now ... God! I wish i could really keep up with the New Year Resolutions ... I must!

farhan: Hey Farhan! Thanks for the compliment! I love my new blog skin too! =)

affan: Yeah i have a MSN ... It's cristallious@hotmail.com . Sure you can add me dude =)

All Or Nothing

2005-01-09T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hey i'm back from work ... Work is supposed to be fun if your supervisor doesn't always get into your way ... Like for me i enjoyed working because of the friendly colleagues i have and i basically get along with most of them even the supervisor like Klein, the manager Shah and of course my most fav colleague, Agnes ... But then there's this one damned waitress who just being promoted to be a supervisor ... And she always make me come work for just 3 hours ... WTF?! Might as well i just stay at home and don't work ... 3 hours = $5 x 3 = $15 ... F*** you my father also can gimme $15 whenever i asked for it ... The problem that i can't take it is that why must it be me who always had to do 3 hrs whenever she's around ... I always never have that problem when Klein's around cos he will only let me go if it's not busy but usually he'll extend me for an hour or so ... Unlike this f***ing bitch who think she owns the restaurant ... I was damn bloody pissed with her for quite some time ... I haven't got the courage to voice this out to my manager ... Maybe the third time i'll show no mercy to her ... Just waiting for another time ... There's one incident when she gave me an option : (in a disgusting voice that bitch said) I give you an option you want to go home or work . And i bloody hell picked work but in the end she send me home ... WTF?! Might as well don't give me an option if that's the case ... Oh well!I'm starting to feel as though i wanna quit my job and search elsewhere for another job ... Serious!The pay which is supposed to be yesterday was delayed for god knows what reason ... And now i'm living on empty pockets ... Sure i can ask my dad for a 50 bucks but hell i'm working isn't it slightly embarassing to be asking from your parents anymore pocket money ... Think about it ...

I came to work at 5+ was supposed to be early so that i can go and have my lunch then i was stopped by a colleague of mine named Rosli ... Darn! That guy is sick ... Keep on telling me i look like his girlfriend whatever la ... Then he stopped me halfway and said he had a problem this and that can't make it to work today and all ... What am i suppose to do?I can replace him but the prob is i'm working too ... So how? Anyways when he said in a rush i heard something like ... position? His girlfriend what position ... So i thought got job promotion ... Then he said he left her at a hotel nearby ... And so i asked why you left her in the hotel?I don't get it ... And then he repeats his story it's actually abortion not pronotion! WTH! I was darn shocked ... Me: You mean you got your chick pregnant? Rosli: Alamak!From just now i've been telling you the whole story now then you understand ... I mean it's not like i heard this everytime it's my first time in fact hearing a real life story like this ... Gawd!I only see this in drama shows ... Lucky Shah let him off in the end ... I'm sorry for his gf man after getting her pregnant now he's thinking of dumping her calling her his ex ... Darn! What a guy? I hope my Mr Right won't be that way ... I really hope so ... Great dissapointment!

Yesterday went to Natasha's birthday party! Came back late at around 12 midnight coming to 1 a.m. and we all had to share a cab together about 4 of us : Lydia, Syafiqah, Martina and me ... The party was great love all the food darn i might put back all da kg i lost hahahaha just for one birthday party ... Whatever! I shall go for amore's classes from now on ... Tomorrow is my off day shall enjoy it at Amore since my mom not going out ... So i have nothing on tmr ... Tmr must try to wake up at 10 a.m. it's an aim ... lol! Ever since i started working i've been waking up at 11 a.m. standard time sometimes might drag all the way to 12 ... =( That's all for now peeps ... I'll update more when i feel like it ...

My tag board is flooded so i can't reply to all through da tag board it will only flood the board more so i reply through here ... Some are ages ago taggies but who cares i just reply and if the name concerned is yours, you may well ignore it aight =)

Cranky: Thanks!Yeah found job an unglamorous job ... What abt ya?Found one yet?

F-Ro: Thanks Farhan!Had fun with your job too ...

Ahmads: I've linked you up ...

Fcukezah: Thanks for helping with the music downloading stuff ...

Q: Lol!Please don't, i'll make a fool out of myself...Thanks by the way. And you take care too ...

Fcukezah: I've added you to my MSN ...

F-Ro: Yeah thanks for informing i've changed to your new link already ...

Zureena: Whoa!I'm so scared!Hahah.Good luck to ya in school too!

Burnin^Ice: Excuse me ... Think abt overseas la dude!Broaden your mind man!Lol.

Cara: Oh dear!Sorry for the l8 reply bet you're already back in S'pore Merry Belated Christmas to ya and a very Happy New Year 2005!

Silveries: Thanks Hafizah!Yours is nice too ... I've linked you up babe!;)

Fcukezah: Thanks!Hope it will turn out good for you too ...

NurBonch: Hey Amal!Thanks alot ... I've linked you up too babe and your blog is so Taufik-ish. Haha!Big fan i can see ...

Aisyah.K: Hey Aisyah!Thanks man!Yours is nice too ... Missed you too babe!Wishing you the best for the New Year ...

Arul: ?

Affan: Hey dude!Just visit your new blog. It's nice! And congrats on your sis winning 2nd in da competition ...

OnE sWeEt DaY

2005-01-08T21:47:00.000-08:00

From the 22nd - 27th of Dec 2004, had an awesome vacation at Thailand ... Everything went smoothly until the tsunami incident happened at that moment we were staying for the night at 'Baiyoke Suite Hotel' which is at Bangkok, Thailand. Even miles away our hotel was affected by the tsunami incident. At that moment being me, it's hard for me to wake up early especially during vacation so i'm always the last to wake up ... Then the hotel was shaking badly! It's like when you stand you'll be sliding from left to right. After my mom had left my hotel room ... I went out first before my sis cos she's still in da toilet ... And da shake was so bad that it sets off the siren and everyone started screaming and running down the stairs ... It's as though the tsunami happened at Bangkok itself ... Thinking back it was quite funny really the whole experience .... Imagine me without bathing and in my pajamas running out of that building luckily there's no camera that captured us ... I wasn't the only one even those caucasians who stayed at that hotel even some ran out with just their underwear for the man and some in their bath robes ... Eww! Anyways overall i would give my vacation at Thailand a thumbs up! if given the opportunity maybe this year Dec 2005 i might want to go to Thailand again ... Can't wait ... Here are some of the pics of my vacation :

This was a picture of me with most friendly monkeys i've ever seen before at Noong Noch Village ...

Thai cultural show at Noong Noch Village ...

Riding the banana boat with my dad, sis and kuzzie Izan at Coral Island ...

Having a tour around Ripley's Haunted Adventure here's me with our ghostly tour guide ... 5 stars for that haunted house it's so REAL!

At Ripleys' Believe It or Not museum ... Us with a statue of the tallest man in the world ... That's me with Shabil, sis and kuzzie Izan ...

Me, sis and kuzzie Izan at Dreamworld ... Hmm if compared with Gold Coast, Australia's Dreamworld it's obvious Australia's will win but who cares at least there's a pathetic theme park in a place like Thailand ...

Me and my sis at our hotel's sky restaurant which is at the 43rd floor ... The building at the back is part of the tallest hotel in the world known as 'Baiyoke Sky Hotel' ...

Sis, me and my dad at Thailand's oh so famous Floating Market ... It's a fun adventure!

That's me and my sis with our boyfriends lol oh well they're just ywo small kids from our group tour ... That's Shabil next to me and Syazwan next to my sis ...

Our group photo at Singapore's Changi Airport =) Finally we're back in S'pore safe and sound ...

- The End -

YoU cAn Do It

2004-12-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

Yayness!!!Finally i got a job and started work on Monday [06/12/04] as a part-time waitress ... It's the least glamorous job but i really need this job to make it in the hotel management department ... My first day was like SHIT! I had blisters and everything was a blur cause it's my first time working and my first time being a waitress when at home i hardly do anything ... Lol! Anyways my 2nd day at work was much betta and best of all i had 2 days off for today and tomorrow ... Just went out today with Fahimah, Tahirah and Sarah but Tahirah went home half way ... Escape was crowded today not like when i went with my cousins Feroz and Qhaizul on Sunday ... We get to play the go-kart ride for 3 times ... Rainbow one time ... Alpha 8 one time ... At least it was something ...

On Friday i'm starting work again ... Torturous! I hope the O.M Mr Bunny Tan won't be there on Friday, Saturday and Sunday so i can like work properly ... Lol! I'm scared of him! Honest! He's fierce ...

Erm btw i missed my prom!Because of work ... Cause i work from 6-11 p.m. and the prom starts 6 p.m. onwards *sobs* ... What to do?No luck for me ...

BeFoRe I ForGeT

2004-12-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

On the 4th December 2004, my school organised a "Perjumpaan Hari Raya" where there will be performances, lucky draws and free gifts ... Fahimah, Nafisah and me supposed to be the judges but Nafisah always manage to get away in time ... So left with me and Fahimah again ...

The most memorable thing about that day is that me and Fahimah went back to my house to bath and change but my mom asked us to eat first by the time we finish eating, bath and dress up ... We're darn LATE!!!

Lucky the teachers weren't that mad at us ... The stars for that day is Sajui, Fadzil and Ilyas who did their performance and not forgetting Hidayat's brother, Iskhandar ... Their voices are so SUPERB! Can enter Singapore Idol 2 ... Lol!

I didn't take much pictures ... I have only one pic with me so i upload to the site first ... When i get the rest of the pics from my friends, i'll upload to my blog again ...

Me and Fahimah enjoying our meal after the whole show ...

What we aren't happy about is that N**** had to destroy all our hard work ... He go and jumbled up whatever we wrote so the day didn't turn out that good and what more?It's a complete BORE! *yawns*

We BeLiEvE

2004-12-08T04:21:00.000-08:00

This entry is suppose to be posted way before Hari Raya because the pictures are taken during the month of Ramadhan ... My family which consists of my uncles Said & Ishak ... my aunts Fauziah, Azmah & Noorsiah ... my cousins Feroz, Qhaizul, Amirah, Faris, Firdaus & Amalina ... and not forgetting my family my mom, sis and me ... My cousin Faris rent a car so his family [Uncle Said, Aunt Noorsiah, Firdaus & Feroz] have the pleasure of sitting in one car and for the rest of us we managed to squeeze into one family car!Surprising i know ... We reached Johor quite early about 11 a.m. and then roamed around Angsana and finally break our fast at Eden Hotel ... The hotel was nice, the food is not too bad nor too good. Lol. Somewhere in the middle ... Anyway here are some pics for pleasure viewing ...

When get bored in a car and have nothing betta to do ... Here my advise pose for some pics! Here is me and my kuz Amirah in da car ...

My sis turn to pose with Amirah for the album!

3, 2, 1 ... One last pic in the car before arriving at Angsana ... Frm Left Qhaizul, Me & Amalina

We were busy gawking at Feroz's latest handphone and Qhaizul exchanging ringtones with Feroz while i just kaypoh kaypoh there cause my hp is still monotone until now *sobs* until someone snap a pic of us ... I'm looking at the camera while the other 2 donkeys aren't ...

That day was the best ever day cause c'mon we went to break fast together at Johor Bahru as a family. Ain't it cool?!I love them to bits and pieces!*smuacks*

ToGeThEr

2004-12-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

- SaLaM LeBaRaN 2004 -

Sorry for not being able to blog for a very looonngg time ... Been busy with activities, Hari Raya celebration and not forgetting work. But every moment of my life, i captured it in my digital camera [My Digital Story] ... Lol. And i saved it in a folder so that when i have the time like NOW ... I will be able to blog and arrange the pictures nicely to go with my entries ...

On the 24th November 2004, a group of 30 Malay students from Broadrick Secondary School went for Hari Raya collection together but sadly ... most houses gave us $2 each due to the large crowd ... Lol. But who cares at least we had fun some fun i mean ... It wasn't that bad what i can't believe is that even the cikgu and gave us $2 lol. Only Cikgu Siti gave us $5 each ...

Here are some pics i took. Warning: The pictures are not clear due to my lousy digital camera ...

The boys at my house which is the 3rd house we reached ...

Nadiah and Jane at my house ...Erm i can't get the rest of the girls photos cause they are busy touching up their make-up and hair ...Lol...

A family in blue ... Lol. No lah not a family just a couple with their dearest niece ... Pipin the cute boy in the middle gawd all teh girls totally missed him!

All of the boys at Cikgu Nurdini house ... I can't post up the girls pic cause it's a blur ...

That's all for this entry folks ...

PrEd|cTabLe

2004-11-18T21:00:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, i'd like to wish everyone "SeLamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!". May this joyous occasion brings happiness to our hard-earned 1 month of Ramadhan. My family's first day Hari Raya was very typical...We visited my nanny's house first followed by Aunt Azizah's house and etc. First day of Hari Raya means BIG MONEY. Lol. We visited all da close relatives houses so the colection money is usually $10 and above. Pretty worth it!Haha. But there's one bad stuff though you had to seek forgiveness from everyone on da first day...That's da minus point. And after you seek forgiveness they will go like "Memang banyak dosa ngan aku ni".Yikes!Makes you feel so BAD!Okay here's are some pics for viewing...I manage to capture all my family's pics when asking forgiveness from my nanny but nobody manage to capture mine.Oh well i'll be only putting pics of my family members asking for forgiveness only. If ya peeps wanna view the whole album, can go view it in Gallery Two under Id Mubarak 2004. Cheers!

*~ My DAD seeking for forgiveness from my nanny ~*

*~ My MOM's turn to seek forgiveness from her own mom ~*

*~ Sis kissing my nanny after asking for forgiveness from her.P/S:Actually all my cousins including kissed my nanny after asking for forgiveness.It's a tradition. ~*

*~ My kuzzie Feroz da one I often mention. One of my close kuzzies. He takes the longest time among all of us to actually said more than just "Selamat Hari Raya Nenek" ~*

*~ This image is a bit blur. It's two of my long distance cousins next to my dad's side. Cute huh? ~*

That's all da pics for viewing. For the rest of the Hari Raya days i'm not taking any pics until on the 24th November (going for collection with my BRD friends) and don't know what day also with my HGS friends and maybe i said MAYBE on the 30th November with my best mate (Martina) school's friends. But it's kinda embarassing. I don't know them that well. It's like not i don't know how to explain. *sigh* i'll think about it again...Till then see ya!And oh yeah i left with 1 more paper on da 22nd Nov -> Combined Science Paper 1 and then finally my O Level is OVER!

HoW cOmE?

2004-11-09T18:17:00.000-08:00

I'm completely H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S!I'm sorry mom and dad but i have to dissapoint you peeps again.O Level has been a nightmare!I'm sure i'm gonna flunk Maths, Science and maybe English too.Now i'm not even sure if i'm gonna get like below 20?But lucky i did da right thing...I had told my mom i had no hope in my O Level and i even added that if i were to get 20 points and above, i wanna repeat my O's as a private candidate.And she is so supportive by far.She told me that she don't blame me if i fail cause i had put in effort, she saw me studying and everything.So i guess it should be okay.At least i'm honest...

What i can't believe is that all my friends said it's damn easy and for our batch to get papers as easy as that is impossible.How demoralising could that be?So far the papers i think is okay is only one paper and that is LITERATURE!Which isn't of much help...Now left with another 3 more papers to go...Until everything is OVER!

My house is all ready to celebrate Hari Raya.The curtain's changed, spring cleaning done and the whole house is sparkling clean.Even the sofa covers are washed.They are so excited when i'm stuck here doing my O Level!Wad da hell?Argh!To wait till 22nd nov is such a lloooonnnggg time!Okay enough complaining.Gotta go now.Seems like my mom need my help all da time.Lucky thing i'm a tomboy imagine if i'm girlish?Iw ouldn't be able to carry those heavy carpets and scrub da floor and pull down those heavy curtains!Lolx!Okay that's it for now.See ya next time!

SuNsHiNe

2004-10-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

Just came back from fetching ma sis at Esplanade.It's like an every night routine.I had to follow my dad in his company's lorry and fetch my sis at Esplanade.Hmm i'm not complaining about it as i enjoyed cruising in any transportation especially at night.I just love the night life with beautiful lights and all.If i were to have a car of my own lol well i'll be spending ma money on the petrol as i will be driving ma car from one end of s'pore to another end!That is if i were to have a car of ma own in the future.Heex.

Yesterday did went to Geylang Bazaar with my parents, uncle sidek and my kuzzies Feroz, Sharifah and Putra.But before that was planning to break our fast at Haig Road Hawker Centre but somehowda place was so FULL that we had no choice but to break our fast at my auntie's house which is just nearby.Actually my house also near there but my mom never cook cause we thought we gonna break our fast outside.But luck is not on our side.Lucky ma auntie cook mee soto and she did invite us to eat at her house.You see in the afternoon she had asked my mom to accompany her to Orchard to do the Hari Raya shopping so she had invited us earlier to break our fast at her house.It's been two days straight i've been slacking and not doing any revision.I just don't have the mood to.Besides that i mean shopping?And my mom told me i can follow so i did.And i bought an MNG handbag for Hari Raya.Love it!So back to the Geylang Bazaar thingy.I hate going the Geylang Bazaar because of the peeps there.Hehe.Especially when it's infested with all the M&Ms ya noe Mats and Minahs with their immitation Gucci sling bags and tappered pants.Yucks!So gross.And this one very pudgy minah had to tell her friend to look after her bf which is as pudgy as her and stepped on my feet for like two times!Whoa!That is IRRITATING!I'm never gonna go there again.But i want to.I wanna buy the kebaya nyonya there.All so nice and i'm planning to buy one in black colour.Like my baju kurong and kebaya not enough heex.Anyway the kebaya nyonya looks elegant i dunno i just like it a lot.

Then today went to my Cikgu Rohani's house for some Majlis Iftar...Anyway i met up with Fahimah and Sarah Bibi at Kembangan first.Actually was suppose to meet Fuad and Jasmi too there but somehow Fuad hitch a ride at Yazid's dad car and Jasmi decided not to go in the end.So ended up with the 3 of us.And they are wearing scarf.I don't usually wear scarf unless to go for religious class.So i thought it's a must wear.And i did wear from my house all the way to Pasir Ris in a dark pink baju kurung with a white scarf.Wow!Never felt so paisey before.It's worse then wearing a sleeveless top on the month of Ramadhan.Anyway when we reached there 4 other girls didn't wear scarf.Man!If only i didn't...But i did so there's no use...Then had to meet my friend Farhan at the Queen Of Peace church bus stop.Oh man!Can't run away from him there's no escapin' this.And we board Bus 30 together but thank gawd he drop off at Eunos bus stop could have died if he drop at the same bus stop as moi!Anyways at Cikgu's house hmm Sajui had to make this comment like "Eh!Tak sangka eh kawan pompuan kiter banyak yang minah tudong". I mean like Wad Da Hell?!I'M NOT ONE!!!And don't plan to be one too.Argh this is so embarassing.What else my cikgu had to go like "Eh-eh lainnya Aishah pakai tudung Cikgu fikir siapa"...*pukes*Okay that's it people i'll make sure in the future i will find out beforehand what da ceremony is all about before coming with a tudong.Hehex.I bet my guy friends had a good laugh at me!=(Who cares!So then we had to pray Maghrib so the girls pray in the room provided for us while the guys pray outside.For the girl's imam they ask Fahimah to lead it.So we tried following her but she was so god damn fast.Before i even finish she already bend down and everyone followed so to be honest it's an uncomplete one lar.Must follow the imam's lead what so what i read also i don't know.Just anyhow later at home can pray back arh.Then we finish before the guys.So we watched the guys pray.The back row which consist of Taufiq, Ahmad and co all were laughing.I don't blame them you see the imam is Nabil which is a well known jackass in BRD!Actually all of them were laughing but what made it worse was when Nabil bending down and he stuck his hand in his pocket for i don't know what and his tasbir came flying out.That was HILARIOUS!All started laughing their arse off and our cikgu scolded us.So the prayers went on.Half-way through the prayers Yazid came running to the kitchen.We thought he had farted or something and had to go take his wudhu again.But guess what?He came with a kain pelekat and oh man the thing came undone you see so he can't hold on to it and decided to run to the kitchen.We told him to wear his jeans like more comfortable for praying but he said he's shy that people will see his big thigh when he sujud.Wahah.Then Nabil asked Cikgu's husband to lead the doa but Cikgu's husband ask him to continue.Then he asked again and then Taufiq go like "Eh Nabil tuan rumah dah suroh kau baca baca ajerlah eksyen tanye2 pulak aku tahu kau nak baca"...Wth?!Everyone hates Nabil.Wait till you peeps know him to understand what i mean...So then they plan after tis whole thingy we shall go to White Sand just hang out...But Nabil wants them to pray Traweh.It's like 8 rakaat oi!Most of the guys cabot sit at the void deck some obedient go and pray.For my case er-hmm i went home with my friend, Huda.Who wants to pray traweh with Nabil as the imam?No way!

I guess that's all for the weekends.Quite interesting huh.Now left with a few more days to O Level and sadly i hadn't really complete any TYS book.And on the 31st October will be heading to Johor with my relatives to break our fast there and so on..Oh well!Betta get going to bed.It's getting late and all my family members are asleep.Nights and Sleep Tight people!

99 PrObLeMs

2004-10-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

Hmm just finish watching Singapore Idol ad was pretty glad that Christopher and Taufik made it to the next round!Then left with Sylvester and Maia...I mean without a nation-wide vote ain't it very obvious that Sylvester will be save?Who is Maia anyway?She don't have the voice, looks and it's like nothing in her!Whereas in Sylvester's case, he got his own personality and the voice damn rawks!Okay enough criticism Aishah...Haha i just can't stand Maia ever since she fist joined Singapore Idol i don't know why...-SiGh-Very crude of me!

Now i'm a state of confusion.I can't make up my mind.My parents going for a vacation to Thailand from 2nd December to 6th December together with Aunt Azmah, Uncle Jasni and Aznizan.I may follow them but at the same time my sis would not be able to follow cause she'll be working and as she is new to the company, it's impossible for her to ask for a 4 days off day.So now i can't make up my mind whether to stay at home with my sis or follow my parents.It's obvious to take the second option but i'll feel bad i mean my sis would be all alone at home?And my parents want my answer by Monday.Oh no!Somebody please help me!

I can't believe O Level is only 10 days away and sadly i hadn't really complete my revision.I'm always stuck with Social Studies it's like to complete one chapter a day is so tedious!I really can't stand Social Studies!Neways i hope somehow i can make it through O Level.

My GoaLs

Subjects: -PreLim- -O LeveL-
English C5 B4
Malay A1 A2
E Maths C6 B4
C. Science E8 B4
C. Humanities D7 C5
Geography E8 B4
Food & Nutrition D7 C5

-Aggregate-

L1R2B2: 23 points (Prelim)

18 points (O Level)

L1R5: 35 points (Prelim)

23 points (O Level)

Is my goal realistic?I hope so.For those who had taken O Level before please i'm begging you people write me an e-mail or tag at my board of something.Be honest please and tell me is my goal realistic?Thank you so much for the contribution.So i guess that's it for tonight.Imagine 10 more days to o level and i still can like plan tomorrow going to Geylang bazaar and buka puasa outside then Sunday, Cikgu Rohani inviting us over for Majlis Iftar.Heex.I really hope Allah be by my side.Have faith in me please!Okay i'm getting draggy.See ya homies!Peace out!

JuSt LoSe It

2004-10-17T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hey~Been ages since i last blog.Busy lar so stress up over stoopid prelim results.Haiz~Worked so hard yet result so bad.Man when am i gonna be smart?!So sad to see my mom's face go all scrutinised looking at my report book and my damn form teacher had to write for us testi until so short.Is that what she so called a rosy testi?Very much for rosy my dearest Mastura.Damn!Was feeling rather lousy the whole week!Apart from my damned results, i'm basically grounded as in no comp, no tv just plain revision for me till o level's over...I was pretty lucky today indeed somehow my dad and sis working and my mom had to go to my nanny's hse so i'm all alone at home, which means it's time for a few hours online*winks*

I tried revising but dunno why my brain just ain't working...My aim was to complete two TYS for tis wk but looking at it, i think i wouldn't make it somehow...But who cares neway!At least i managed to complete half of the TYS-es...Finally no school till 01/11/04 which is the first day of o level...Graduation day was on the 15th oct 2004...It wasn't really a happening celebration and i was pretty frustated wit my kuz, Feroz!~Well thanks to him my just two-day charged digi cam, the bat had to go completely flat on tt particular day where photo taking seems to be the most crucial activity on tt day...What he did wit my digi cam?Well he would pose in front of the cam taking his on pics and always pestering me to upload those pics to his friendster and besides tt he would place the cam for god knows how many hours on a nearby table and he would practice his breakdance for like forever!~Gawd!Such vain hip hopper...Lol!Well don't care bout the shits no more cause at least some of ma frens brought digi cams and just pose lar heck care whose camera...Lolx!Any photo taking just stuck your face in there...Yikes!Tak tau malu betol!*hides face*

Anyway tomorrow there's school just some O Level Science Practical exam and on each bench there'll be two students...And guess who ended up next to moi?Well should i give clues such tt this fella is well known for his noisiness i was talking about some fella wit the initial AK...And Fahimah had to go complain having to sit next to Ameer?What's wrong wit Ameer?I oso dunno okay maybe he ain't all tt hott but neither is AK so what's da big fuss?Oh no!Guess i gotta end ma entry here...Sounds like someone's back and i wouldn't want to be caught dead here...Remember i've been restricted?!Okay wishing all Muslims a very blessed Ramadhan and to all those taking O Level this year start mugging guys before it's too late..Just a few wks to go and we're all released from this stressful world!*smiles*

Red Blooded Woman

2004-10-01T21:33:00.000-07:00

*sobs*It has indeed been an eye-watering week for me!Besides my badly done Prelim results which i have like three passes for English, Malay and E Maths(for the very first time!) and the stuff i heard from the teachers and people around me..I felt so demoralise!First thing was that on the ride to school my dad said something about he had saved up my poly's expenses sounding as though i'm gonna enter poly like next week!I felt pressurised and what if i didn't do well for my O Level or WoRsE what IF i can only manage to go to ITE?!I'm such a failure...It's not only that on the night of Nisfu Shaaban i asked my mom if she had wish for me to do well for my O Level cause i can't pray for that night and she told me something about not only wishing me to do well for my O Level but also to see me being the top student in my school or national level!I don't know whether to laugh or take this seriously...I mean just look at my Prelim results!TOP STUDENT???Hello!And when i received my E8 geography result Mrs Tan told me that i'm hardworking and i don't deserve to fail..She wants me to continue to work hard and she has faith in me that i can do well for my O Level...Everyone's saying that, it makes me kinda freaked out~Like they can sense i'm not doing well for my O Level or what that they tried their best to help change my tragic fate...

For the last two nights i've been watching Singapore Idols and i was kinda frustated that Maia is able to go into the next round again when her performance for Lady Marmalade was kinda dull...Just the usual dance and there's no power to her voice...I was glad the only Malay contestant Taufik Batisah is still in the league...But i was rather upset seeing Beverly and Jeasse having to leave the competition~I think Beverly's cool but Jeasse is the real Singapore Idol, she got the looks, figure and the diva voice!Not forgetting the style too~But why people don't vote for her?Haha.And the funny thing is that both are Eurasians...The most 2 beautiful women leaving the competition~Poor stuff!I hope Singaporeans are able to open their eyes bigger to vote for the best not based on looks or race~=(

AnYwHeRe BuT hErE

2004-09-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!I'm so relieved finally our PRELIM is over!I don't wish to receive the results~I know i'm gonna do so BaDLy!But today's Geography Paper 1 is so simple!Everything is from the TYS so i'm kinda confident in getting more than just pass for that paper 1!I'm taking a break today but not for long cause so many teachers even my sister made sure that i don't slack for more than one day!They said something about later having a hard time to start revising again and one month is not that long soon i'll be taking my o level!Gosh!I'm so freaked out~

Life hadn't been all that exciting and i do enjoy school once again.Lolx!Thanks to Fahimah always there to tell us stories and to be honest hearing those stories really surprise me on how much our friends had change...Not only that the jokes we heard were beyond laughter!Lolx!Besides that school will presume as usual tomorrow...I was hoping there will be some marking days so we'll have school holiday or something but fat hope, it seems that we will soon receive our results tomorrow!Maybe our English papers?!Yikes!Heard from my friend that none of us did well for the English paper oh no!English is the last subject i wanna fail!

That's all for today i guess i don't have much to fill in...Life ain't all that exciting lately...Just last night i was surfing Topshop London's, MNG's and FCUK's website and i admit how much i miss shopping!Ohh i wish o level is over soon so i can head for some shopping spree that urge is so strong and unbreakable!Lolx!Okay i guess that's it for today!Cya~

CoNfEsSiOnS pArT II

2004-09-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

I take back my words in saying life rawks!Haha.Though i had been feeling that way for the last few months or so but lately i feel life's like hell!School was too hectic to be put into words...We're having our pReLiM right now and my brain had already gone cocky!

Sorry i never posted in my blog sooner but just a week back, my comp breakdown and when i went to my cousin's house to stay for the September school holiday, his father banned him from playing the comp so i had no chance at all to update anything..5 days has passed since the first day of my PRELIM and i'm glad that i'm still alive thinking that i survived 4 of the killer papers namely Food and Nutrition, Social Studies, Physics and Chemistry not mentioning Literature which i missed the last part of the question and Maths Paper 1 which some of the questions i left out not out of time but more to out of strength to think for the answer..And now whenever i see my Maths teacher, Mr Rahmat, he would ask me how's the paper and did i manage to answer everything?Oh man!I don't know life can be as hell as now...I would be happy if i manage to scrape through PRELIM, i don't wish for much just to know that i had a just pass would be enough to bring me to cloud nine!~

Though i'm going through a period of DePrEsSiOn, i still manage to find time to watch TV!I know but it's just a habit i could not live without!So last night, i watched Singapore Idol and was pretty glad that the girl i was rooting for to go to the next round actually manage to enter the next round~=)What i like about Beverly?Well she's just down to earth and does not prove to be anybody else but herself beside that i like her laid back style!I was pretty disgusted by Maia's performance of "Crazy In Love"...I mean c'mon choose a song that suits her voice!I don't mind Sylvester going through the next round, he deserve it man though he doesn't have the looks that qualify to be a Singapore Idol but hey this talent show is to judge people by the voice not the appearance!!!

This is the rawker babe i'm talking about!Go bEvErLy!!!I'll be supporting you to be Singapore's first Singapore Idol!Yoo-hoo!

I had nothing much to say for today just to announce that if possible, i'd like to cut down on my leisure time and to do more studying for the preparation of O Level!The Prelim paper were pretty demoralising i just hope i have enough strength to buck up and actually strive for the better..After the weekends, left 3 more days till the end of our Prelim!So i'd betta start preparing a new time table for my O Level unless i wanna end up repeating my O Level again which i don't wish to!=(

WhErE dO i BeGiN?

2004-09-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

The day i've been waiting for..FiNaLLy ArriVeD!It seems almost unbelievable~What i'm describing here is that FiNaLLy!!!I QaTaM my QURAN for the very FiRsT TiMe!!!LoL!I'm just so happy~I mean it has been ages i've been attending ReLigious CLass so when you finally Qatam it's like GrAdUaTiOn DaY for you..LoL!I don't know how to describe my day~All i can say is that the preparation before the celebration was pretty tedious!I had to follow my mom to PaSaR GeYLaNg then to Joo Chiat CompLex before buying meals for my mom and granny, who helped cook NaSi PuLuT as a gift for everyone..

When it's finally time for me to read my QURAN due to the recovery of my sore throat and fever, i am not able to read properly..I tend to stammer and my voice quiver like hell~I felt so nervous and all eyes are watching me~It's just so ScArY!Thank god the next time i QaTaM, i don't have to do it this way again..LoL!And i'd like to say sorry to FuAd for not being able to follow him and JaSmi to go study at KaLLang KFC today..Studying Geography and Maths or something?Sorry yea pal?I try to make it the next time..It's a lucky thing i don't follow them today cause my mom really need my help a LoT today!I never felt so needed before..Hehe.

It's hard describing a day without photos to prove it..Here are some photos to be viewed..Hope you peeps had a great time~and let me warn ya peeps, the photos ain't that clear cause my digi cam has no flash..So please bear with me~=(

After the Qatam ceremony where everyone enjoyed their feast~

All the other students from my religious class enjoying their dish~

Some of the dish served..

One Last Shot!It's the end of the ceremony!Boy am i ReLiEvEd!It's finally over and i QaTaM once already~

That's all i have for tonight..I'm missing someone..I'm missing my bro!Hope he had a great time satisfying his stomach at his cousin's wedding~LoL!TiLL then goodnight everyone!I'm flying off to bed!~

SaY sOmEtHiNg AnYwAy

2004-09-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

Wow!Time flies fast and here comes our 4th term school holiday!Yippeee~But right after the school holiday, when school re-open..It will be my PRELIM EXAM!All the way until 22nd September!To be honest, i hadn't done much with my revision at times i'm so confident that i am able to complete my revision within one week but when i start revising, somehow along the way i either fall asleep or i'm simply too tired to continue..Like everyone else i want to pass my PRELIM even though not with very good marks but i do wish to pass all subject!I really hope my mind is able to FoCuS for this entire one-week school holiday and actually revise wisely for my PRELIM!Oh ALLAH please be by my side..Hear my prayers and please show me the right path to life..*SiLeNtLy PrAyiNg*

Life in school today was great!As planned, we really disturbed Ahmad and Fahimah like nobody business!Lol!And we now name them Kelly and Nelly (You know from the song 'DiLeMmA')..Haha!And to be honest from Ahmad's face, it showed he didn't mind one bit about it..In fact, he enjoyed it!Lol!So that gives us a better chance to disturb them more in the future..And thanks to Zharif i get bang back when he disturb me with Nafisah's cousin, Tajal, just because we both have the same surname!So he keep on saying "Why you never tell us you have an elder brother?Why must keep it a secret?"..I only managed to laugh!being around this kind of people, there is no use in being angry!It will only make matters worse so what i did was to face it coolly and we bang him back by disturbing him with Chan Nurul Nisa who had been messaging him lately with the soapy-doapy messages!Aww..How Sweet~

To the rotten part of the day..I had to re-type some of my Food & Nutrition coursework after Mrs Chen marked my file.I mean give me a break!I'm sick of even seeing the F&N file now..But to think it's for O Level and the fact that i got a 24/40 for my Investigative File for O Level i mean i'm left with not much choice right?So here i am trying to re-do my F&N coursework and add necessary stuff to my file.I saw Melvyn Choong's F&N file and if that dude ain't gonna get an A1, i bet the rest of us will score a F9 for our file!His is so fantastic everything like so detailed, neat and perfectly done!Lucky for him~

Oh and thanks to Cikgu Siti for always making our mood foul when she ordered us 24/7 to do things for her..Run errands here and there, like for today, she made us copy got knows how many worksheets just cause she hasn't been teaching for the past few weeks actually it's more for like the whole Term 3 and now the load is all on us!My hand is sore by the end of the day..What more?She made us go all the way to the canteen when we're here dying to get back home to you know try finish up our revision and she made us buy for her a chicken and 2 guavas!WTH?!When we hand her the food, she said why the chicken so plain?Why never put some chili on it or something?Go fcuk yourself~Lazy bum!Even my grandmother who is 10 times her age can get her food herself and not order us around~FaT bAsTaRd!

In this happy life of mine, there's many people who try to change it. And there goes My HaPpY eNdiNg!But thanks to my friends i still love my life~I'm just so happy for that!Alright i haveto end here.I better get going with my F&N coursework and finish it FaSt as i don't wish to see it anymore!I hate the sight of it!Argh~Till then ByE bYe ByE!

CaN't GeT nO bEtTa

2004-09-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

HoLLa!This is like my 4th blog and i hope i don't have to shift it no more!LoL!What's with me?!Oh well i just wanna keep this blog as private as possible only those who are close to me will know abt my blog and i really hope they won't spread it out cause sometimes i'd like to mention names of peeps to let out my anger and if they somehow they get to visit my blog, i'll be DaMnEd!And i don't wish for that to happen thus i made this brand new blog..Lemme see first i used BLoGdRiVe then i used BLoGsPoT and i decide to use BLoGsPoT forever!=)

Life is BeAuTiFuL!Yeah believe me in that!For some reason although it may seemed rather extraordinary for me to feel happy when my PrELiM & GCSE O LeVeL is just around the corner, but thanks to my friends i just feel so happy whenever i'm around them!

And to add to the special feelings on da 31st August, we celebrated Teachers' Day!The graduating classes which i belonged in, gave a surprise performance!The 4/4 groove to JameLia's Superstar, 4/3put up a comedy act of CiNdErELLa, 4/2 groove to Saturday Night Fever and the 4/1 groove to Grease!It rAwKs!We ended our performance with all the graduating classes on stage and singing to the song "ThE rEaSoN" by HoObAsTaNk!But somehow along the performance one of our friend from 4/4 by the name FaRhAn decided to do it SoLo!And he grabbed the mic singing like a ReJeCtEd SuPeRsTaR lolx!WtH?!Besides that i can proudly say this:"What a purr-fect day"!And here are some of the pics that might interest you viewers:

Our classmate, OsWiN, acting as the FaiRy HoT bAbE!HoTt rite?~

My good GiRLfRiEnD, NaFiSaH, with our form teacher Ms Mastura!Look at the big ReD baLLoon!It was a present from our class to her!Wish her LuCk carrying it around~

There's so much for me to write!I hope you viewers won't get sick of reading my entries!=)Today was my Prelim Science Practical Exam the Chemistry turned out smoothly but the apparatus given to us for our Physic practical has an error!After they gave me the second set, it still didn't work out!The metre rule just won't balance!I'm not the only one everyone else didn't work out to!I pray the best for my practical result!*SiLentLy Praying*After the practical session, we were lock up in the West Wing Theaterette for god knows how many hours before we are finally released!Then Me, Nafisah, Fahimah, Ahmad, Fuad and Jasmi went to have our lunch at Parkway's KFC then we hang out the whole afternoon in Parkway before finally heading back around 2 p.m.!And here's the juiciest part ever!Ahmad volunteered to send Fahimah home i mean ain't that SwEeT?!*GoSh*LoL!Jasmi, Fuad, Naf and Me planned to really bug Fahimah and Ahmad with it!But honestly, they make a purr-fect couple!Why can't they see that?Hehe.

I gotta end my entry here!I have to go pack my bag for tomorrow and also burn some cds for my friends!I'll blog more when i have the time!For now good night and Niovi if you read this I'm BeGgiNg YoU tO cOmE oNLiNe!Lol!I missed you so much!It has been ages since i last chat with you in MSN!So holla me aight!Night everyone, Sweet Dream and Sleep Tight!=)

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